Trixie-velvet

Alright Y'all. I wanted to explain what's been happening to me lately. The Lack of content, Responses to DMs and general malaise. ** (extra note if you've noted me and i haven't responded note me again please if you want too. I sorta clicked through them to hide the notifications as i couldnt deal with them at the time)** So for most of my life i've been desperately trying to repress and conceal most of my personal desires, need, and my art from those around me IRL. It's been a fucking struggle and I believe I did a well enough job hiding my actual feelings/ identity from almost everyone. Though that came with a Price to my mental stability My art/ occupation created the biggest challenge my efforts to hiding myself. it's often asked what you do for a living, let me see your arts, or how do you get money am'i'right? So eventually I told a few people about my content and always followed it up with "It's exploiting a fetishy" Or " It's a way to get popular in art.." Yeah that